- tumblr birthday
this blog thang turned 4 today!
today I got stood up by the same asshole that’s been stringing me along for a while. well, that’s not fair, he’s not really an asshole. and we’ve both made mistakes. but now I can’t fucking sleep. and I was hating that it was getting to me so hard.
then it hit me - just like in a movie - I’ve been alone all my life. I’ve found a whole bunch of assholes to chase after (they never chase after me).
and to be fucking real, I don’t actually know who I am. I’m sick of spending time and energy on all those fucks. time to figure out who I actually am.
I’m making a list. and this journey’s starting now.
maybe accidentally made out with someone in a graffiti-filled bathroom and am not sorry about it at all.
I am totally fucking smitten. fuck.
we are all a little weird and life’s a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.
you know what, I’ve been on this “let’s try to get skinny so dudes will like us” kick recently. fuck that. I don’t want to get skinny - I want to get happy.
I need to start appreciating myself more. I need to remember I’m fucking great.
starting today, that’s my mission.
These stockings make me love my thighs a thousand times more.
with a strong commitment to inquiring into yourself, the universe does not have to use catastrophes to wake you up.